Sianeth

Cross Roads..

Currently I am at such a cross roads in my life, I'm sat here wondering will I be successful in photography? will I actually get the right grades next week to go to university? what will happen if I don't? will I join the police force, like I've always wanted.. My life plan could change at the drop of a hat this Thursday coming, once I open that envelope containing my final A level results I could jump for joy or crumble with sadness. 

Now i'm not trying to over dramatize this situation I mean being an 18 year old student, hoping to go to university is nerve racking as it is, adding on top of that in 3 weeks and 1 day providing I get the results I need to get into university I will be moving into my new flat with two of my beset friends, which sounds perfect but I am so nervous about moving away from my parents (even though they are only half and hour away on the train). But all of this is just making me crazy because I am so looking forward to the uni life and living with my friends but at the same time as getting excited I can't get my hopes up too much out of fear of utter disappointment. 

I'm sure a huge amount of other people my age are in the same boat and its such a tense time for all of us. Realizing this is a quite a serious and morbid first blog post but having said that good luck to any other student in my boat! I hope you get the grades you need and I hope you all go far not only in university but also your careers following that! 

Sianeth

xo