The saddest iPhone user ever, I've joined the club now :(

So Last night i went out to the pubs and then the club with my friends and i had my iPhone as per usual and i went to go hug my friend and this was before we even got into the club and i wasn't at all that drunk so i can't even blame it on that but ANYWAY, I went to hug my friend and she managed to knock it clean out of my hand and it landed on the floor and i was doing the thing all iPhone owners do immediately after having dropped there iPhone and that was to veeeerrry slowly pick it up hoping you wont experience the heart stopping smashed phone moment. 

Well last night was apparently my day to feel that heart stopping moment as my phone was totally smashed! well i say totally smashed the bottom of my screen was, THEN after having picked it up and thought 'shit i smashed my phone' i went on to drop it, yet again, only to make the smashed part of my screen much much much worse. Go me right? idiot of the year right? but my friend was kind enough to at least give me some money for the damage, she gave me £20 which is nice because it will cost me around £30 to get it fixed in town. 

Hopefully by Wednesday i will have it all sorted and fixed! 

So yeah, i have a broken iPhone right now :( what a brilliant night i had worrying about that and telling my parents -.-

I feel for you if your in the same boat i really do ahah.

To sum it up basically just dont take your iPhone on a night out get a cheap, shitty £10, that would just have been so much easier! 

ahaa, 

Sianeth xo 

I realised that my first post wasn't even about me and who i am! aha.

Well my name is Siân Louise Kirby. I was born on the 1st o June 1995 and I am currently 18 years old. I have one older sister called Megan and she is 20 studying business at the university of Derby. I am a proud Yorkshire girl and i live in a small town called Northallerton in the north east. 

My hair in naturally really dark, i was born with almost black hair and as you can see it is now half brown and half ginger^ it is also SUPER long and is half way down my back. My eyes are hazel, a mix between brown and green but my eyes do change color between the two from time to time, i also have varied pupils where my pupils don't dilate at the same time making them different sizes. 

I have a blood clotting disorder called factor v leidens, most of my dads side has this disorder and i think only 2 out of the last few generations didn't have it. I love all things creative especially photography that's my passion and i am also hoping to study this as a degree at CCAD in Hartlepool. I can't think of much more to say about me! 

Cross Roads..

Currently I am at such a cross roads in my life, I'm sat here wondering will I be successful in photography? will I actually get the right grades next week to go to university? what will happen if I don't? will I join the police force, like I've always wanted.. My life plan could change at the drop of a hat this Thursday coming, once I open that envelope containing my final A level results I could jump for joy or crumble with sadness. 

Now i'm not trying to over dramatize this situation I mean being an 18 year old student, hoping to go to university is nerve racking as it is, adding on top of that in 3 weeks and 1 day providing I get the results I need to get into university I will be moving into my new flat with two of my beset friends, which sounds perfect but I am so nervous about moving away from my parents (even though they are only half and hour away on the train). But all of this is just making me crazy because I am so looking forward to the uni life and living with my friends but at the same time as getting excited I can't get my hopes up too much out of fear of utter disappointment. 

I'm sure a huge amount of other people my age are in the same boat and its such a tense time for all of us. Realizing this is a quite a serious and morbid first blog post but having said that good luck to any other student in my boat! I hope you get the grades you need and I hope you all go far not only in university but also your careers following that! 

Sianeth

xo